Death

First things first.
A very sincere apology for not blogging recently.
Been really busy with ELF, School and Genki.
Averaging out only about 4 hours sleep per day.
So bear with me alright.
My bad.

Anyway topic I’m gonna talk about would be death.
Something inevitable.
Something we cant reject nor resist.
Something we’ll definitely end up.
And go through.
Since you’ll definitely going to face the music.
Why fear it.
Face it.

Who knows when you’ll die.
Perhaps I’ll die tomorrow.
Or perhaps next year.
I wouldn’t know.
So do you.
Who knows when will you die.
Some does though.
Those who contracted terminal diseases.
Talk about that later.
For now lets keep to those who don’t know when they’ll go.
When, where, how will we die.
No idea.
Why bother anyway.
Since you have no idea when would you die.
I bet no one would want to die with regrets right.
You would like to do something you always wanted to.
To confess.
To be loved.
To love.
To be happy.
Theres hell lot of stuff in your ‘life to-do’ list isn’t it.
Why are you hesitating.
Whats keeping you back.
Fear?
The fear of rejection?
The fear of failing?
Its all about risking.
I said before.
Life is about risking isn’t it.
You win some.
You lose some.
It’s the way of life.
Be it you like it or not.
That’s how things gotta be for everyone.
So whats the conclusion I ask.
You decide.

Coming up next.
For those who know when they’ll die.
Terminal disease.
The common cause.
Its scary to know when you will die.
For those who don’t.
Just imagine.
Try.
Its hard.
But its harder for them.
Living yet knowing your life is ending.
I cant imagine it myself.
But for what I know.
I would live my life to the fullest ever.
I would do everything I wanted to.
Whats your case.
Whats your decision.
Would you waste your life away.
Probing about your upcoming death.
Or would you live it to the fullest.
Its your life.
Its your choice.
I have no say.
Period.

A song for you people.
Meaningful.
Kind of Perfect by Armor For Sleep.
Can I just be something
somewhere in your room
that you won't notice
maybe I'll be paper
or books thrown on your floor
move me when you want to
I'll live where you put me
in your vcr
if I become a cassete
or on top of your computer
if that's where I would fit
then so be it
but things can't be perfect
all the time that I know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
I will not say one word
I'll just hang around
I won't annoy you at all
when you move out I'll stay
until I'm thrown away
but then it won't matter
but things can't be perfect
all the time that I know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
Because things cant be perfect
all the time, that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
I promise to start now (to stop now)
I promise to start now (to stop now)
but things cant be perfect
All the time that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
things cant be perfect
all the time that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
letting go is my life
I'll be on my way