Life:Enjoy

here was i once again.
busy. really really busy.
projects, birthday celebrations and emo outings to vent anger.
i shall conclude my activities at the end.
yea was talking to a taxi driver once again.
well, i tink i'm taken a liking to do so lol.
so he was saying life is about enjoying.
so once a while he'll save money and go L.A for some enjoyment.
well.
i'm not saying what he did was right but in stead what he said was very right.
look here.
theres many people out there.
who want fame and wealth.
Condos and private apartment.
Slogging their asses off and end of the day?
to pay for all these junks.
purpose?
to show off?
to let people know their rich?
hey its stupid.
really stupid.
its like. so what if you're rich.
a poor man can be happier then you.
so whats life exactly about for you?
i wonder.
period.

alright alright.
i've been out til late, 5 am?
for the past 6 days?
tues was a bad day.
reason? TP discipline committee came some problems.
wed was justin BD and went to MOS.
heres there cute part.
i tink i'm the only idiot who will go clubbing and sit at one corner.
no idea it just turns me off totally.
except for the ciggerettes.
lol.
thurs?
well, terence BD so went to ChillZ.
drinking once again.
and i am able to carry a person one and a half my weight up the stairs and with two bag sling across my shoulder.
cool huh.
friday?
drinking with another group of friends.
o well.
and sat was celebration for Kaili bd.
July is so friggin happening.

so i guess.
i guess i know shit now.
lol.
and i tink,
i've got a new break through.
(:

Last Resort by Papa Roach
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
Ive reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonightChances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying

I cant go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying

I cant go on living this way
Cant go on
Living this way
Nothings alright