Emotions

last update : 11/06

Something no one can control.
Something every soul possess.
Something powerful.
Something that could consume of a person.
Or set one free.
Or make someone matured.
To shape and mould someone.
Everyone has it.
But everyone has different way of handling.

"The way you contain and express your emotions make alot difference in and to your life." by Lucille.

How do you contain and express your emotions.
Love.
Hate.
Anger.
Sadness.
Depression.
By right theres no right or wrong in how you contain or express.
But by left it will have an impact on your life.
One of the deciding factor in your life.
Think about it.
Ponder over it.

Personally.
Since young.
I've always been hiding my emotions.
What i felt.
How i felt.
My thoughts.
My feelings.
Til now.
I chose to conceal my emotions.
I hide and keep them.
For letting it out would be such a trouble.
For no one would understand even if i tell.
My this post would be the last leak of my emotions.
With my life on the line.
Into the oblivion.
Once again.
Boy.
Princess.
The forsaken.
The forgotten.
The forbidden.
The taboo.
The words that would mentioned and brought up anymore.
The non-existance.
They died.
They rot.

Let the songs define my emotion,mood,feelings
Me.

"Dreams all forgotten
Memories all turn rotten."
taken from Ransom Letter by Pug Jelly.

"Hey thanks for that summer.
Its cold where you're going i hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best that i have."
taken from So Long Sweet Summer by Dashboard Confessionals

"I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same"
taken from Slipped away by Avril Lavigne

"I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside
All I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you
I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands"
taken from Take Me Away by Avril Lavigne.

"I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know"
taken from It End Tonight by The All-American Rejects

"Walks a-lone, have often lead to thinking
My love for you is sinking to what seems an all time low
or high, the limits' never ending,
And don't you know I'm sending
There's no venture I won't go
For you"
taken from Happy Endings by The All-American Rejects

"I should warn you
Things you're feeling
Aren't normal now
Think you need me
It's not easy
To let you go somehow"
taken from Too Far Gone by The All-American Rejects

"Leave me be
Now I'm free
Love reflecting everything
You want space
I need you to help me see this through
There she goes
There she goes"
taken from Your Star by The All-American Rejects

" can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

"What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do"
taken from What Hurts the most by Rascal Flatts.

"now I could make this obvious and you,
you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off your shoulders
Just Forget me. Its that simple."
taken from Your Disaster by Taking Back Sunday.

"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone"
taken from Scars by Papa Roach.

"There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.

So many,
Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak."
taken from Famous Last Words by MCR.

"You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya"
taken from Disenchanted by MCR.

"Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday"
taken from Way back into love.

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life"
taken from How To Save A Life by The Fray.

"It’s not easy to be me"
taken from Superman by Five For Fighting.

"I'm sorry
If I slagged you down, I meant no harm
When I heard the stories
Said things I didn't mean "
taken from Meet you there by Busted.

"all the time that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
letting go is my life
I'll be on my way"
taken from Kind of Perfect by Armor For Sleep

"The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight"
taken from Anthem Of Our Dying Day by Story of the Year

"No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me"
taken from Welcome to my life by Simple Plan.

"As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done"
taken from Untitled by Simple Plan.

"And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you."
taken from You're Beautiful by James Blunt.

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear"
taken from The Reason by Hoobastank.

"'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today"
taken from November Rain by Guns N Roses.

"Take me as you are
Push me off the road
I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain
I never would have known
oblivion is falling down"
taken from The Day You Said Goodnight by Hale.

"I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I died"
taken from Day that i die by Good Chalotte.

"As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best
It wasn't me
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now"
taken from The Last Song by The All-American Rejects.

Cuts on my arms.
The physical pain.
Remind me of my existance.
Interestingly.
I realise something.
Since young.
I've already taken an interest in blood and death.
Only that its has taken its flight now.
I've made up my mind.
I've got a plan.
No ones gonna ruin it.
The overpowering curiosity.
Consuming.
Taking control.
Devoured.
I think i know what i truly want now.
I think i know whats my life about now.
I think i know whats my purpose now.
For this would be the last plan being carried out.
My life is my stage.
Everyone would be involved.
I'll be the key person.
And everyone will know whats the project in the end.
For this is, Project:"Farewell".
The show starts now.

My fatal decision.
My fatal rescue.
My fatal bet.
My fatal truth.
My fatal break through.
My fatal desire.
My fatal patience.
My fatal curiosity.
My fatal secret.
My fatal belief.
My fatal existance.
My fatal lesson.
My fatal realization.
My fatal complication.
My fatal contradictions.
My fatal determination.
My fatal obsession.
My fatal emotions.
My fatal 2007.
My perfect ending.
My Fatal Project:Farewell.