Anger Management

Alright.
How do you contain your anger and how do you handle them.
How do others.
Violence?
Keep inside?
Many many ways.
Which is the best.
No idea.
My word would be different situation different medicine yup.
And different people got different liking as how to handle their own matter isn't it.
There are people who fight to vent their anger.
Fighting and hurting others would make them feel better.
Thats my assumption yup.
But theres definately people out there who enjoy huring and damaging others.
Who enjoy killing and torturing.
Sadistics.
There are many who keep their anger inside of them.
I'm one of them.
And i'll pretend nothing happened.
Therefore i'm a good actor. (=
Giving no clue.
For my side.
I keep it for i do not wish to affect others.
I believe some people kept it inside have this reason too.
The want to keep everything to yourself and letting none out.
The mindset of being a burden to others is meaningless.
I understand those feeling.
We hide our emotions.
In the corner somewhere.
Only when alone then it will be taken out.
Its not wrong.
But is it right.
Others might worry.
Then you'll argue that if they know what i'm thinking.
They'll worry more.
Why bother.
So what else can i say.
Its all about understanding between people.
Of their stand and their thoughts.
Think about it.
Some scream and let it out.
Scary.

This is the end of this post.
Words after this are my whinings.
For i've been really down on luck and crap everything isn't going my way.
Vulgars would be used and uninterested party feel free to press the 'X' at the top right corner of this window here.

Here i go!
Fuck it.
Seriously fuck it.
Ytd problems in school with lecturers and tutors.
Heat up 'debating' i would call it.
But actually i totally made a fool and critisized that fucking lecturer.
What a fucking bitch.
And today a teacher called me.
While i'm working so ya.
He called my home so thats why i know.
But weird thing is he didn't say anything to my mom.
Hmmm.
But either way i'm still prepared for a war soon.
Time to put my debating skills to play.
yea yea yea.
Fuck it.
Seriously every sem i would have this kind of fucking problem with lecturers.
Fuck it.
And theres also my hair issue running around my course manager now.
Sooner or later it will get me.
So fuck it too.
So many fucking problems.
Well well well.
Gotta be armed for combat now.
Let my tongue be my weapon and my brain be my gears.
And here today.
Fucking piece of shit.
I broke a fucking PDA at work.
And i will get fucked upside down by my fucking gay manager and most probably have to freaking pay for it.
And there goes my bike.
Damn it.
fuck it.
Here i am quitting smoking to save money for my bike and here comes this money issue which will delay the purchase of my bike.
NOO~~~
My scoooooooooooooter.
Damn.
No fucking shit is ever going in my way.
Ever.
Fucking had enough.
Fucking piece of shitty life.
Fuck it.
And another fuck it is i was doing so well today whole day not smoking.
Rejecting offers and temptations.
Even at work place.
Til i fucking broke the PDA.
Damn it.
there goes my fucking smoke free day.
Damn.
Tomorrow it will be a smoke free day.
I swear with my life on the bet.
Gotta save money for my scooter yup.
Arghhh.
Lime green or checkered for it.
Any suggestions?
Alright enough of my whining.
I apologise.

Song for post.
God must hate me by Simple Plan.

Last night
I just wanted to have fun,
to go out with my friends

I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead

I guess it's no use,
I'm screwing up every little thing
I ever tried to do
I'm born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He CURSED me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
and I wanna go home,
I wanna go home

Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot and man I'm dead
and now my brain is bursting out of, my head
I can't think I can't breath
Once again

I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up
Every little thing I ever tried to do
I'm born to lose
yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He CURSED me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home

So what in the world
Am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?

God must hate me
He CURSED me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell and


I wanna go home
(God must hate me) x6
You can't save me
God must hate me now