Relationship:BGR

yeap.
Some stuff startled and inspired me to have this topic.
I posted on this topic before but this would be focusing on BGR yup.
Puppy love.
Spouse.
Infatuations.
Yups.
More or less people of my age should have a r/s before i suppose so.
Outcome?
More to heartaches.
Am i wrong to say that.
I've seen and been through.
Couple of minutes is enough to turn from smiles to frowns.
Scary huh.
So back to point.
What do you want in a r/s.
Love.
Sex.
Devotion.
Company.
Perhaps.
Some only want sex in r/s.
Those pitiful bastards.
I despise.
Taking advantage of other peoples' feeling.
Toying them.
Ugly humans.

Love.
Whats love.
I don't know it.
And i'm still figuring that out.
Perhaps you'll help me.
Hah.
So think about it.
What do you look for in a r/s.
Go for it.
If you think its right.

Some say forever.
Some say never.
I love you forever.
I will never let you go.
To me personally.
I find those sentence very childish and unrealistic.
For i'm a very logical and realistic person.
I dont believe in never, forever and impossible.
I use lifetime.
'Til death do us apart'
This is what people should use.
But use wisely.
Don't use it to cheat people.
To lie.
For its a very powerful phrase.
Very meaningful indeed.
So kids, stop catching rainbow and get a life alright.
Its time to grow up and learn.

I've seen.
How people broke up.
How people patch up.
I've seen.
How torn people are.
How hurt they are.
I've seen.
How lovely they are.
How devoted they are.
I admit.
I admire them.
I'm jealous.
Some say.
Love is a two bladed sword.
I guess its true somehow.
It can kill you.
And it can help you and protect you.

Some say.
Love is like an antique vase.
Its hard to find.
But breaks easily.
I object.
For i believe.
Yes its hard to find.
But i believe that once its found.
It will not break.
For if its found.
You'll protect it with whatever you have.
Am i right to say that.

So guys, do some soul searching.
Determine what do you yearn for in a r/s.
Figure that out.
To what extend are you willing to give up to give in.
It would be how much do you love that someone you have.
Think about it.
I hope it helps though.

PS:
Frankly speaking.
Personally.
I dont know what do i look for in a r/s.
Perhaps.
You dont need a reason to be in one.
Perhaps.
Its your yearn for one.
But i don't know.
I no longer know.
I thought i used to know everything.
But i realised i know nothing.
I thought i used to have everything.
But i realised i have nothing.
I don't deny.
I yearn for a r/s.
I don't deny.
But then again.
My experience tells me.
Others are better off without me.
I don't know whats wrong.
Somehow.
In r/s things won't go well for me.
In addition of i have no idea what to look for in a r/s.
I realise.
Perhaps i would be better off alone.
Perhaps.
I fear r/s.
I don't know.
But somehow its just something not for me.
After so much.

I think.
I'm a murderer.
I killed someone.
I killed myself.
Somehow.
I wonder.
Set me free.
From this ugly humanity.
For i doubt my existance.

Song for post.
I've posted this before.
But this is different.
Its dedicated to two person.
Though i hope they know who they are.
And you have my best wishes.
Though i've wished you before.
I hope for the best for you.
All the best.
Live well.
Be happy.
Stay happy. (=
And actually.
All the songs i post have a purpose.
They are songs which describe my feelings best.

Your own disaster by Taking back sunday.

Just think of this and me
As just a few of the many things
To lie around,
To clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
Cause there are some things
That I'd like to say to you

And I don't think that you know
What you've been missing
Cause I don't think that you know
What you've been missing

And I dare you to forget
The marks you left across my neck
From those nights when we were both found at our best
Now I could make this obvious and you,
You could deny me
All in one breath
You could shrug me off your shoulders

And I don't think that you know
What you've been missing
Cause I don't think that you know
What you've been missing
And I don't think that you know
Said I don't think that you know
Said I don't think that you know
What you've been missing

Hey lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey lush, have fun
Hey lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey lush, have fun
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
It's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
It's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
It's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
What you've been missing)
[forget me it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
It's the weekend
[forget me it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
Hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
Hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
just forget me, it's that simple