Hatred

Hatred.
Something every soul possesses.
Detest.
Hate.
Distrust.
All the different levels of hate.
Its the reason why people fight.
Why we have wars.
And yet.
Something we cant eradicate.
Its imprinted into us.
Everyone.
Its sad.
Its bad.
But theres always anger management.
How would you resolve your conflict.
Violence?
Reason out?
Peace?
Its been said.
Violence cant solve anything.
Yet its still commonly practiced.
Thats why i said human should not exist.
When things could be resolved peacefully.
They resort to such unforgiven solutions.
Aren't they pathetic.
Aren't we pathetic.
Sometimes i pity myself being a human.
A same being with those who kill and maim others.
Such slaughter.
Thus.
I've taken a liking.
To death.
Of humans.
Their death.
I love.
Its true.
There are kind souls out there.
But then.
They still possess hatred.
No one is perfect.
Yet no one understand this point.
I admit i don't as well.
I despise people.
People who make use of others to attain their wants and needs.
People who despise others of their natural flaws like being handicap.
People who thinking over highly of themselves.
People who gives up easily.
They shouldn't exist.
They shouldn't be catagorized under 'human beings'
And yet.
We cant do anything about it.
Coming back to point.
How would you resolve your conflicts.
Compromise?
Perhaps.
But how much are you willing to compromise.
Peace talks?
Its about the same as compromising.
Theres a limit to it.
Perhaps.
Its that limit that results in wars, fights and slaughtering.
How do i resolve.
Practically.
I've got good temper.
But i can get really nasty.
I wont damage a person physically.
I kill them mentally.
For i see no point attacking people as it will only get yourself in more trouble and eventually the wounds will recover.
Pointless.
Possessing ability to maim their confidence.
I make them despise themself.
I make them wonder they they exist.
I trample on their pride.
I ruin their faith.
And now someone is really getting on my nerves.
David.
If you're reading this.
Of which i doubt you will.
Watch your actions.
For stepping on my tail will cost you everything.
This is what i'm capable of.
I might have a good temper.
Maybe not.
But what i'm capable of.
I don't know the limits.
I'm pretty scary huh.
Stray then.
Keep your distance.
So whats your say now.
Resolving conflicts.
Taking control of your anger, hatred.
Ruin them. Ruin you.
Forgive and forget.
Easy said.
Well said.
But how many can attain.
Saying and doing is two different story.
Such bullshit.
I hate.

PS.
Come to think of it.
Somehow.
I've become something i've always hated in someway.
I wonder what is becoming of me.
Frankly speaking.
Even i myself have no idea of whats going on sometimes.
I wonder why am i thinking this way.
Why am i behaving this way.
I cant figure out.
But what i know it.
Everything i ever said.
Everything that i'm doing.
Theres a reason behind them.
A purpose.
To stir.
To calm.
To stray.
To remove.
Who am i now.
What am i now.
I wonder.

Song for post.
I have become something i've always hated by Saosin.
Holy eyes bring back one
Never if you only trust your separation
I believe and then
I'll try to give in
Is one fall already bad?
Seems far, but it's true

Whoever told you that
We will find a way to be this way
It's true, whoever told you that
Its fine to walk right outta control
It's true, whoever told you that
Thats fine I hope the best for you
It's true, whoever told you that
We try the best to be the best but look what you've done

We are respiratory
We take violence in stride
We are respiratory
We are never to fall

We are the only story, intriguing myth
We told it twice before and I
I believe and then
I'll try to give in
We owe the attention for
Seems far, but it's true

Whoever told you that
We will find a way to be this way
It's true, whoever told you that
Its fine to walk right outta control
It's true, whoever told you that
Thats fine I hope the best for you
It's true, whoever told you that
We try the best to be the best but look what you've done

We are respiratory
We take violence in stride
We are respiratory
We are never to fall